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Death Cab For Cutie - Expo 86 |
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I miss my boboner.
Hes so cute. And so wonderful. He makes me feel like I have something to look forward to when my day starts.
And he also makes me look forward to a future. Which..Im thinking will have him in it.
sickening?
Oh well. He makes me happy. I should be allowed to feel this way and express it. Especially since most of the time Im depressed and negative.
-sigh-
I wish I could sleep.
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[26 Feb 2005|12:59pm] |
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Death Cab For Cutie - A Lack of Color |
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turns you around
turns you around
all i feel like doing right now is listen to music
i need some kind of solace
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[14 Nov 2004|02:39pm] |
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Fuckin cramps.
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[18 Aug 2004|06:50am] |
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I want to see my bobby now! GRRR
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[18 Aug 2004|06:46am] |
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Bobby I love you so much..
you're my everything <3
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[01 Aug 2004|04:39am] |
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Lets be together forever
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[19 Jul 2004|08:25pm] |
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mood |
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thirsty |
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Alright..soo..
Im trying to keep smiling.
Im still alive...thats all that matters, right?
thats positive enough.
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[18 Jun 2004|10:10pm] |
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Angie Aparro - Spaceship |
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I wish time would go by faster so I can see Bobby.
Then once I get to see him, I want time to go by slow. So I can spend all the time in the world with him.
And I wanna see Rika too...and my fatty!
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[30 May 2004|02:37am] |
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Your Energy is Blue. You are a creative thinker
with an active imagination. Artistic and
talented, you want to reach the stars and bring
them down to form. You are trustworthy, honest
and reliable. Others feel comfortable in your
presence as you project a non-threatening,
serene energy.
You would do well in any of the helping
professions, as an artist, singer, diplomat,
orater, or clergy member.
What color is your energy?
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[29 May 2004|01:22pm] |
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I honestly dont even wanna go anywhere today. I just wanna see one person but it figures they're pissed off at me.
I've been stressing out a lot about getting the rest of my stuff from my parents...by the way my sister says things, and tells me what my mom says, it seems like they dont want anything to do with me and it literally is breaking me apart even more.
I guess its just good that Im out of that house though. But I still keep thinking about those horrible things my mom said when she came outside and started yelling.
I wonder what my real dad thinks of me now. I know he never actually gave a damn, but he was always one for lecturing me about how im running my life even though he was gone for most of it.
Now that I think about it..I never had anyone there for me :/
Except friends.
Now Im talking to my sister. Seems like they're doin fine. My mom took her out shopping yesterday. Guess shes getting even more spoiled now. My mom never took me out shopping
Blah..I dont feel good..I wanna cry.
=Angel
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[29 May 2004|03:54am] |
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I dont know why I want to cry.
But I feel too empty. Like I have no tears.
Dunno why I feel so sad and lonely :/
=Angel
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[22 May 2004|02:52pm] |
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The stroooooooooookes |
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[13 May 2004|02:33pm] |
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Soap Operas are funny.
I miss Bobby already. :[
Im tired. So much crap going on x.x
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[10 May 2004|07:34pm] |
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DDR music still x.x |
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Im at the dive right now. I came with Bobby, Brandon and Rika. Rika my love is sitting next to me ;]
::purr::
Bobby and Brandon are playing pool.
I got so many things on my mind. Theres too much Im worrying about but I have to. I hate having all this stress and such little time x.x
::pets the Rika:: ooohhhh yesss....
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[10 May 2004|07:32pm] |
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silly |
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DDR music x.x |
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Bobbys so hot
<3!
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[09 May 2004|01:27pm] |
Thank you Bobby for being there for me and being so supportive. I really appreciate it. You help me feel less alone.
And thank you to the rest of my friends. <3
=Angel
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[03 May 2004|02:17pm] |
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Oh yeah, I heard Muse on the radio yesterday. I was so pissed.
GOD DAMN RADIO >O
=Angel
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[03 May 2004|02:15pm] |
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Im in class right now.
I was thinking..I miss all my friends so much.
Im so damn depressed stressed.
=Angel
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[14 Apr 2004|10:57pm] |
Im at Bobbys..and it smells like beer over here. Maybe its cuz theres a beer bottle over here x.x
That smell brings back memories and its just horrible x.x
Blahhhhh
Ima go rape bobby...bye.
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